15 4 / 2013
09 4 / 2013
It’s amazingly freeing to know what people really think about you…. Good, bad, indifferent.
Just knowing that I can give myself permission to let go. Letting go is difficult but somehow it’s just what I need right now. I need to forgive myself for things that have happened and understand that I can not change how another person feels. I believe that people come into and leave your life for a reason. Now I just need to figure out the reason in the particular case….
21 3 / 2013
i was taken off my anti-psychotic because it was giving me horrible side effects. now im back on a pill that gives me blurry vision. awesome. blurry vision for my math test today. as if math wasnt hard when i could see it.
20 3 / 2013
today i have my counseling and psychiatrist appointments back to back. i hope that it goes well. I need new meds and i need to feel better if I’m gonna make it through this semester. Ugh. Midterms.
13 3 / 2013
i have my new medication and i works except for one problem….. i cant wake up. Seriously, Daniel tried to wake me up every 15 minutes for over an hour. This is not good. I have missed 4 classes because of this alone, Sigh. It was good I was only 30 minutes late for my first class.